*warning: rant ahead.* (or just scroll down to the cute stuff)

On my old pc I had really old versions of adobe/macromedia software for the simple fact that I couldn't afford to buy the newer versions. So I go to adobe's website to find out how much it will cost to replace photoshop, imageready, flash, illustrator, dreamweaver, acrobat, etc. and the have a similar bundle for about $2500.
I know I've complained about this before but here's the thing. My husband keeps dropping hints, bringing up, showing me articles, videos, interviews, etc. about all these people who make millions from making websites, blah, blah, blah. NO PRESSURE OR ANYTHING! *pulls out hair* Anyways... so I'm not planning on making millions but it is making more sense to me that if I'm going to do all this stuff on the internet than maybe I should at least try to make a little money for my time. The whole do what you love kind of thing. I have an idea of a website that I like, that I think others might like... I dunno, maybe it'll work, maybe it won't. I was working on it while I had the 30day trial of photoshop and now I'm trying my darnedest to use gimp to finish up but it's not working. The program keeps messing up and shutting down unexpectedly. If I'm going to do this I need to have photoshop. If I'm going to actively pursue getting jobs I have to have photoshop. There's no way around it.
So here's how the usual conversation goes:
me: Man, I've got to find a way to earn enough money to buy the software.
him: That girl that started that myspace layouts that's worth millions only spent a little money to start her company so I don't see why...
me: Maybe she's using a different program, maybe she's using pirated software or it was a gift or just something not mentioned in the article. Whatever. I know what I need and how much it's going to cost.
him: Well, if you spend that much on software you're not going to get enough of a return to make it worth buying.
me, mumbling under my breath: Oh really... Thanks for the vote of confidence...
him: Why can't you use the old software again?
me: Our stupid new computer is to new for the old software to work so now I have to spend $2500 to replace what I had before.
*long pause*
him: Wouldn't it be easier for me to just buy you an old computer to use the old software on?
*bangs head on desk*
I guess it could possibly work, but I'd rather have up to date versions and not have to bounce back and forth between two computers. I see buying the software it as a business expense.. something I could take out a loan for. And I'm sure I could get a return on the investment.
Anyways... sorry for all the whining. I'm just getting frustrated because I want to get to work on the site. I've the got the domain registered, the software tested, the template customized, but I only have a little bit of stuff to upload to it.
Here's a sneak peek of some stuff on my new phone (which I LOVE!!!!)

I took my already cute phone and made it cuter! "Brilliant!" I made the backgrounds, skins, etc. I'm going to upload them to the site and here when I make sure they're perfect.

I've been sketching a lot lately so expect more deviations... or scraps, I'm not sure.
